Friday, February 4, 2011

My inspiration

i've been confused, hurt and lonely since i pushed people out of my life. times like this you need a best friend to talk to bout your feelings and whats on your mind. My best friend is my boyfriend. he helps to cheer me up. whenever i'm feeling down he listens to me and try's to help with my problems. He's my inspiration at the moment cause every one around me doesn't want to listen or there to busy with there own lives.

we haven't seen each other two weeks, but we talk and text each other everyday and every night. when we talk on the its kinda awkward because his friends are always there and there always talking bout weird stuff..which i'm not going to mention. i will love him forever and always.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Inspiration of love

Lately i've been mad, angry, sad, and emotional ever since i turned 18. May be its cause i just turned an adult and i'm scared of facing the world alone, or maybe its cause i'm afraid to lose whats valuable to me. People in the world are always talking bout what there going todo in the future, but they always step back and not do it. You watch friends come and go but they'll always have your family by your side cause the friends thought you had deserted you. Sometimes you just have to pick the pieces up you left behind and try to make things better. No matter how worse it get just move on with your life and try to become the dreams you dremt and not lean back watch you life waste away.